Y'all there is a lot of typos in this please forgive me I was tired and emotional
2018 was a weird year guys. I swear that half of the things that happened this year felt fake as hell and I still not entirely convinced actually happened. It also feels like it should have ended a long time ago, like holy shit. It's been a rough year for me. I have had so many ups and downs and so many internal battles, some which I shared with you and others, I kept locked inside of myself. It's been a rough time with my mental health feeling like its on a rollercoaster that is set in a constant loop. I think my family is cursed because bad things always seem